cantstandtoodream

Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you? I think and smile,
because I know the list could run on for miles.
The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch,
so many little things that make me love you so much.
The way you support me, and help with my emotions,
the way that you care and show such devotion.
The way that your kiss, fills me with desire,
and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire.
The way your eyes shine when you look at me,
lost with you forever is where I want to be.
The way that I feel when you're by my side,
a sense of completion and overflowing pride.
The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,
the possibilities I see and the things we can do.
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,
how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.
I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,
but all you really must know is my love for you is real.

- Scotty Wright

HEY cx
 im sorry, i didnt blog ( in forever), ive been in a total mess. i hate my life right now.
i wish i could take thinks back, what happen with Alexander Jay<3. the love of my life
he has found a better man, who wouldnt hurt him.i hurted him ALOT. im really really sorry for my actions, but i relize.. i cant get him back. love hurts.. i need my sweetthang, but no.. im a big screw up, i alway fuck things.
when i met a guy named shane.. who also ment so much tome, we flirted and everything.the dad me and alex broke up, i think it was than or the day after. we had gotten together. i never used him, i never lied to him. he was perfect, but than he talked to alex and than.. alex had said i used him, maybe at first because Lance, me feelings were true, still, & also real. but i loved alex. those 3 months ment everything to me.we got into a big fight, which was horrible. i just want to end my life.. but i cant x/.. :c lifes hard, loves hard.. i dont know what to do anymore..
ive been with a guy named Kyle for the past few days.. we only talked a few times.. he dont want me anymore, just because i told my friends gf, that someone likes her & she started crying.. and i got the full blame for it.. i get blamed for everything, doeswnt matter what it is. i desided to quit imvu, forever. i fuck things up too much.
ill miss everyone, but i must quit.. i never gotten what i want, i never do. Alex is the person who makes me happy, but i can never have him again.. nobody wants me, nobody loves me, nobody needs me.. so i should just die.

C: . WHAT I HAD TODAY :3

THANKS ;D
OMG .
SECOND TIME<333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
EEEEP . ;3
&& I GOT MY BABY BACK .
WE BROKE UP -_-
ME AND ALEX ARE TOGETHER AGAIN C:
I WOULS OF POSTED SOMETHING SOONER BUT I COULDNT ..
STUPID INTERNET -___________-